I know I messed up. This is me trying to say it properly β because you deserve that much.
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Hey Kale,
When you asked me for a screenshare, I know what that meant. It wasn't just a random request β it was you, across the distance, wanting to feel close to me. Wanting to see my face, be in the same space, even if just through a screen. And I treated it like it was nothing. Like you were messing around. That was so wrong of me.
And then I just... got busy. Didn't follow up, didn't check on you. Left you there wondering what happened, worrying, spiraling β until it got bad enough to cause a panic attack. That broke my heart when I found out. You went through that because of me, and I hate that.
Long distance is already hard enough. Every call, every little moment we share matters so much more because of it. You weren't asking for a lot β you just wanted me. And I wasn't there. I'm genuinely, deeply sorry for that.
You mean everything to me. No distance changes that. But I need to show up better β and I will. I promise.
You're the most important person in my life β and I acted like you weren't that day. I hate that. I love you so much, and I'm going to spend every day making sure you feel that, distance or not.